Now the things that I
about smoking is
definitely the control that it has over me, it controls every
of my life, I’ve got to have my cigarettes, if I don’t have them, I am
cranky,
, and I just feel
. I hate how much money we
on tobacco, I hate that before anything else, those cigarettes
, before we eat, before some
bills sometimes. I hate that it makes me, everything I
and everything around me
stink, and I don’t
it until I go somewhere, my family has quit smoking, I’m the only one left in the family who still smokes, so when I walk into their house and I can just smell the
stench, the nasty cigarettes all over me, and it just
reeks really bad, and I know when I go in public, people can
smell it
. I hate that my
house and everything in it now smells like cigarettes, I hate that my car and everything it it smell like cigarettes, anytime the
get in the car, they’re always commenting about the smell. I hate almost everything about it, I do, like I said, enjoy the draw and all that, but everything else, I hate about t, I hate that it affects my
, it affects my
breathing on a regular basis, it affects my
health, it affects my
skin, my
, it’s just a
nasty, nasty
,.