Another thing I didn’t mention was that, being a smoker, I am now embarrassed, I don’t like
rolling down my window too much when I’m driving, and
people see the cigarette, I don’t like when I walk out at work to have a
, I don’t like my
customers to know that I’m a smoker, like the
whole stigma around smoking has changed, I remember when I was younger, it was, not that it was the cool thing to do, but it’s just different now. I get
, I don’t like people
that I’m a smoker.
Several years ago, I was smoking about
a day, I smoke
at least a pack a day now, if not more, and that’s horrible. I once did the math on it, and I have smoked multiple thousands of cigarettes over my
because there are 20 cigarettes in a pack, a pack a day,
times so many years, it’s
insane. So yeah, it has been a long, long journey of
to tobacoo, being controlled by tobacco. I started off very young, and I’m now on my way to being 35 years old and this is something that I really, really want to
,